Articles Tagged with: Systems
Tambos in Peruvian Amazon

Amazon Ledger

Egg sandwich from a bucket, free.
5 a.m. howlers wind the trees.

One-handed grab of black caiman.
Thatch roofs – craft by no layman.

Night wasps offer a painful treat.
Bark camouflaged by the heat.

Wandering spider, fist-sized, near.
So many species counted here.

Spiked palms. Armored millipede.
Red-faced monkeys raining seed.

Walking stick. Fresh mango peel.
Skin nicked open – slow to heal.

Piranha bites. Pink dolphin glide.
Shutters close as muck boots slide.

Laughter sparked by small eel shock.
Hundred meals from fish and stock.

Mosquito hands, polka-dot skin.
Golden-hour boat ride – settle in.

Mildew stitched into every seam.
Wet tambos framed with chainsaw beams.

Vipers. Cane toad toxin trace.
Sacred kapok – locked in place.

Anteater laid out on the dock.
Meals the only reason for a clock.

Macaws arguing over hue.
Squirrel monkeys checking you.

Cribo tail around my throat.
Rising water. Shanties float.

Toilets with no seats. Street meat smoke.
Mystery grills – still ate, still spoke.

River sink. Soap. Wash your hands.
No sanitizer? Don’t make plans.

Fluffy murder hawk – young, bold.
Guts in knots I couldn’t hold.

Renowned minds. Local sweat.
Too many problems left unmet.

Wet sheets. Old wood. Molded nets.
Open yard – no place for pets.

Filet the cat in sunlight sprawled.
Below, a floor that eats the small.

Plastic bottles – borrowed years.
Collected wild, no system clears.

Tourists come in every shape.
Demons don’t need ports to escape.

Volunteers – no single creed.
Working where the need exceeds.

Poachers slipping farther in.
Ancient warnings dressed as sin.

A breeze arrives. The insects thin.
Some stay to fight.

But how to win?

Pen and ink illustration of a prusik knot in progress, looped around a climbing rope.

I.C.E.

In Case of Emergency?
Or Inefficient Cope & Escape?

Either way: tension and friction.

The prusik isn’t elegant.
It’s what you grab when things go sideways.
A clumsy little hitch that grips the rope
just tight enough to hold,
and maybe, just maybe,
get you climbing again.

It’s slow. Awkward.
Powered by hope and swearing.
It works… if you remember what holds.
A few inches at a time.
Shedding fibers along the way.

I’m drawing this one dot at a time.
A few inches per session.
Like climbing the rope,
but quieter.

No panic.
Just presence.

A mirror to the first chapter.
To cliff edges and parachutes.
To the moments we all try
before we know better.

Dot Dot Line. Dot.

.. -.-. .

Micron on Bristol
Featured in Chapter 1: The Smoke
Underground Echoes: Book 1 of the Safe Exposure Series
Fall 2025: Text-only Field Edition (ebook)
February 2026: Illustrated Print Edition

Floating particles catch the light in the darkness of a cave.

Some Echoes Reach for the Surface

Some things hold.
Some won’t.
Some things break.
Some don’t.

They… echo.
Through time.
Through body.
Through silence.
Through the pause

…right before.

You thought you’d buried it.
Or the ashes meant it was over.
But silence isn’t always stillness.
And distance isn’t the same as healing.

Some systems collapse suddenly.
Others… sag and stretch.
Too quiet to notice.
Until they pull you off balance.

That doesn’t make you weak.
It means you’re still connected.
Still tethered to what mattered.
Even if it hurt.

Even if it hurt.

Some echoes are pain.
Some are pattern.
Some are just you,
remembering in the dark
what light once felt like.

Not everything has to be fixed.
But some things deserve to be heard.

Some echoes reach for the surface.
Step. Breathe. Step.

Cracked climbing helmet resting on a snowy, rocky cave floor.

The Cost of Forgetting

The system doesn’t care what day it is.
Only whether you remembered.

You don’t test a system once.
You test it every time you trust it,
and every time you forget.

Gravity doesn’t care if you’re tired.
Or if you’ve been through worse.
Or if you just want it to be over.

It doesn’t care that you triple-checked earlier.
That you’re “usually solid.”
How tough you are.
Or how cool you look doing it.

Forget one stitch, one strap, one clip…
and the rope won’t argue.
It will simply respond.

That’s the thing about systems.
They don’t need belief.
They need respect.

And respect is measured
in preparation,
in repetition,
in honesty when no one’s watching.

That’s not drama.
It’s just… the cost of forgetting.

Systems shape us when they hold,
and when they don’t.

Cave wall anchor system with rope, knots, chains and quick links rigged for descent.

What Holds?

The rope goes both ways,
but only if it’s anchored.

Anchors don’t answer questions.
They answer load.

Tension doesn’t lie.
It reveals.

Some days the failure
comes from rushing.
Other days, from pride.

I’m learning that trust
isn’t a mood.
It’s a structure
you build in advance.

Stress doesn’t negotiate.
It exposes.

The system is quiet…
until it isn’t.

What holds?

Close-up of a worn climbing rope in cave

The Rope Goes Both Ways

The rope goes both ways.
Down through fear.
Up through effort.

Rope doesn’t argue.
It asks: Is your anchor honest?
If yes, you trust the system
and yourself
enough to descend
into uncertainty.

Some days the lesson
is courage on the way down.
Most days it’s discipline
on the way up.

I’m learning to respect both directions.
Commitment when stepping off.
Responsibility when returning.

The rope goes both ways.
So does living.

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